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Yeah yeah

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I keep myself together

Under control

Under the surface I’m gonna explode

I can’t really explain it and so I don’t

I guess that explains why I feel alone

Low low lonely

I’ll carry on lonely

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So I’mma carry on then

Life can be a bitch but we bonded

I know she just here to keep me honest

Testing me with hardships

Seeing if I’ll crack under the pressure

I stand by every L

They don’t stand for lack of effort

Close my eyes and I see M’s

And my kids don’t want for nothing

I been dreaming of the day when I ain’t stressing over money

But until that time comes I ain’t ever slowing down

Heavy is the head with the crown

The shit that keep me up at night every day is wearing me down

But heavy is the head with the crown

The story of my life I guess

But I’mma carry on

I’mma carry on

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I gotta keep myself together

Under control

Under the surface I’m gonna explode

I can’t really explain it and so I don’t

I guess that explains why I feel alone

Low low lonely

I’ll carry on lonely

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I really gotta keep myself together

I can’t keep letting myself down

Used to think I was gonna be young forever

Yeah but I’m only young for now

I can’t keep throwing these years away

Spending time in the past instead of today

There ain’t no going back in time

That’s many miles away

Put on a smile today

I’m not trying to be fake

I just don’t want to be down

Put my feelings away

Until there’s no one around

Still I carry on

Even when I’m exhausted

We all die anyways

So I make every day count

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I keep myself together

Under control

Under the surface I’m gonna explode

I can’t really explain it and so I don’t

I guess that explains why I feel alone

Low low lonely

I’ll carry on lonely

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I gotta keep myself together

Under control

Under the surface I’m gonna explode

I can’t really explain it and so I don’t

I guess that explains why I feel alone

Lonely