← DiscographyCarry OnEXO Xuded · Released January 22, 2026LengthLength 2:57TempoTempo 163 BPMKeyKey D majorListen on SpotifyYouTubeLyricsTap a line to make a lyric card.Yeah yeahI keep myself togetherUnder controlUnder the surface I’m gonna explodeI can’t really explain it and so I don’tI guess that explains why I feel aloneLow low lonelyI’ll carry on lonelySo I’mma carry on thenLife can be a bitch but we bondedI know she just here to keep me honestTesting me with hardshipsSeeing if I’ll crack under the pressureI stand by every LThey don’t stand for lack of effortClose my eyes and I see M’sAnd my kids don’t want for nothingI been dreaming of the day when I ain’t stressing over moneyBut until that time comes I ain’t ever slowing downHeavy is the head with the crownThe shit that keep me up at night every day is wearing me downBut heavy is the head with the crownThe story of my life I guessBut I’mma carry onI’mma carry onI gotta keep myself togetherUnder controlUnder the surface I’m gonna explodeI can’t really explain it and so I don’tI guess that explains why I feel aloneLow low lonelyI’ll carry on lonelyI really gotta keep myself togetherI can’t keep letting myself downUsed to think I was gonna be young foreverYeah but I’m only young for nowI can’t keep throwing these years awaySpending time in the past instead of todayThere ain’t no going back in timeThat’s many miles awayPut on a smile todayI’m not trying to be fakeI just don’t want to be downPut my feelings awayUntil there’s no one aroundStill I carry onEven when I’m exhaustedWe all die anywaysSo I make every day countI keep myself togetherUnder controlUnder the surface I’m gonna explodeI can’t really explain it and so I don’tI guess that explains why I feel aloneLow low lonelyI’ll carry on lonelyI gotta keep myself togetherUnder controlUnder the surface I’m gonna explodeI can’t really explain it and so I don’tI guess that explains why I feel aloneLonelyPrevious releasedisconnectedNext releaseYou're Not Sorry