← DiscographylessonsXO Xuded · Released February 16, 2023Listen on SpotifyYouTubeLyricsTap a line to make a lyric card.This for all the times I thought ‘bout giving upAnd this for times I thought I wasn’t good enoughImma play this song for times that I be spinning outAnd play it for the times that I be feeling stuckYeah this for my regrets that I got running through my headImma play this song out loud and it’s for every shedded tearFor the lessons through the painYeahFor all the lessons through the painI learned to stop explaining myselfYeah I learned a thing or two ‘bout trustI know people play they partBut looking back I feel so dumbI can’t help blaming myselfGot a habit of doing that too muchSince a long time ago when my heart froze overIt’s been hard for me to give aFunny to think I was playing myselfAnd I still don’t know how to make it feel realIt all happened so fastEverything good I touch goes badI’m spinning right now and this song goes out to everything I know that won’t lastAnd I can’t let nobody close no moreCan’t be nice I ain’t tryna get chose lastNothing they say lasts forever is really forever and I learned that lessonI still wish all of my exes the best even though I know they’ll never really do betterI know they say you should never say neverIf you did me dirty I’ll never forget it thoughI use to have my heart on my sleeve now I gotta tee yeah I had to cut it offThe world get really cold I gotta keep it even colderI had to learn the harder way that sometimes you can’t show loveThis one for the darker days when I didn’t have no oneThis for all the days that I was close to giving it all upYeah this for all the times I thought ‘bout giving upAnd this for times I thought I wasn’t good enoughImma play this song for times that I be spinning outAnd play it for the times that I be feeling stuckYeah this for my regrets that I got running through my headImma play this song out loud and it’s for every shedded tearFor the lessons through the painYeahFor all the lessons through the painPrevious releasejust like thatNext releasestrangers again