me vs myselfE

These voices in my headI swear they want me deadHow can I ever win when it’s me I’m up againstA convo with my consciousI needed this I guessIt’s me vs myself and I never let me winNah I never let me winI always let me downI let this go too farI just want to make me proudI guess I assume I’m damagedIt’s getting hard to hold my baggage

I try to show you loveBut who got time for love nowIf I self-destruct then I guess I let myself downI done told you lies so many timesWho can we trust nowI’m in a constant battleMe versus myself yeahYeah and I got questions for youWhy you never got no answersYou don’t get the message do youSometimes I can’t fucking stand youOn that pedestal you standing onAnd all your double standardsPlus you never ask me if I’m okayAnd you the only one who really know what I been throughMy fault for thinking you was essentialI don’t know you no moreHow could I ever forget youYou were lost and I forgot to miss youYou always want the last wordGuess I’ll suffer in silenceLooking backwardsThere ain’t no point in trying itAll my flaws pointed outYou always there to remind meCould it be that this is really what life is

These voices in my headI swear they want me deadHow can I ever win when it’s me I’m up againstA convo with my consciousI needed this I guessIt’s me vs myself and I never let me winNah I never let me winI always let me downI let this go too farI just want to make me proudI guess I assume I’m damagedIt’s getting hard to hold my baggage

YeahIt’s getting hard to hold my baggageAnd I don’t even know what happenedI’m sitting all alone like damn itGod damn itYou said you want some answersI hope you love the taste of ironyYou been lying to yourselfCause you can’t lie to meIt hits you every timeBut you keep trying to throw more shots at meLies on top of lies that you keep telling meLike I believe ‘emI know life ain’t easyBut you make it harderMr. Self-Sabatoge fucks it all upEvery single timeI mean it’s every single timeYou always find a way to cross the lineI barely seen no lines you wouldn’t crossWhat makes it hardI know how far you really could’ve goneYou cut me offI wonder why you never show me loveWhy was I never good enoughGood enough

These voices in my headI swear they want me deadHow can I ever win when it’s me I’m up againstA convo with my consciousI needed this I guessIt’s me vs myself and I never let me winNah I never let me winI always let me downI let this go too farI just want to make me proudI guess I assume I’m damagedIt’s getting hard to hold my baggageYeahIt getting hard toI’m starting to assume I’m damagedIt’s getting hard to hold my