These voices in my head

I swear they want me dead

How can I ever win when it’s me I’m up against

A convo with my conscious

I needed this I guess

It’s me vs myself and I never let me win

Nah I never let me win

I always let me down

I let this go too far

I just want to make me proud

I guess I assume I’m damaged

It’s getting hard to hold my baggage

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I try to show you love

But who got time for love now

If I self-destruct then I guess I let myself down

I done told you lies so many times

Who can we trust now

I’m in a constant battle

Me versus myself yeah

Yeah and I got questions for you

Why you never got no answers

You don’t get the message do you

Sometimes I can’t fucking stand you

On that pedestal you standing on

And all your double standards

Plus you never ask me if I’m okay

And you the only one who really know what I been through

My fault for thinking you was essential

I don’t know you no more

How could I ever forget you

You were lost and I forgot to miss you

You always want the last word

Guess I’ll suffer in silence

Looking backwards

There ain’t no point in trying it

All my flaws pointed out

You always there to remind me

Could it be that this is really what life is

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These voices in my head

I swear they want me dead

How can I ever win when it’s me I’m up against

A convo with my conscious

I needed this I guess

It’s me vs myself and I never let me win

Nah I never let me win

I always let me down

I let this go too far

I just want to make me proud

I guess I assume I’m damaged

It’s getting hard to hold my baggage

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Yeah

It’s getting hard to hold my baggage

And I don’t even know what happened

I’m sitting all alone like damn it

God damn it

You said you want some answers

I hope you love the taste of irony

You been lying to yourself

Cause you can’t lie to me

It hits you every time

But you keep trying to throw more shots at me

Lies on top of lies that you keep telling me

Like I believe ‘em

I know life ain’t easy

But you make it harder

Mr. Self-Sabatoge fucks it all up

Every single time

I mean it’s every single time

You always find a way to cross the line

I barely seen no lines you wouldn’t cross

What makes it hard

I know how far you really could’ve gone

You cut me off

I wonder why you never show me love

Why was I never good enough

Good enough

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These voices in my head

I swear they want me dead

How can I ever win when it’s me I’m up against

A convo with my conscious

I needed this I guess

It’s me vs myself and I never let me win

Nah I never let me win

I always let me down

I let this go too far

I just want to make me proud

I guess I assume I’m damaged

It’s getting hard to hold my baggage

Yeah

It getting hard to

I’m starting to assume I’m damaged

It’s getting hard to hold my